Maybe nothing in life is more painful or rewarding than raising children.
As a parent, I wanted to teach my children all the things I had learned from life. Instead, my children taught me all the things I had yet to learn about it.
I acted as if my children were lumps of clay I could fashion into my own idea of beauty, of character, and of excellence. They acted as if I knew nothing of beauty, of character, or of excellence. They seemed to think my ignorance was only exceeded by my arrogance.
Nothing has humbled me more than being a parent. Nothing has taught me patience like being a parent.
Perhaps the most important lesson I’ve learned from being a parent is when to bite my tongue, which is often. When it comes to words, less is more. There is no quicksand like that created by an exchange of angry words. What started out as a misdemeanor is quickly turned into a felony; what was at first a consequence is shortly made into a bombing run; what was a life lesson becomes a lifelong scar.
The other important lesson I’ve learned is to accept who my children are, and not try to turn them into who I think they ought to be. This is a hard lesson, one I am constantly in the process of learning.
Sometimes it is hard to separate “the good,” “the beautiful,” and “the true” from our opinion of what those are vis-a-vis our children. The best I have been able to do is to model what I believe the “three verities” are, and to discuss them with our children when I have the chance.
Our children are a constant source of feedback to us, as we are to them. If we keep that channel of communication open, we can all grow as individuals, and grow as a family. But if that channel is closed, we lose the feedback, lose the connection, lose eventually our sense of family altogether.