I believe in God we live, and move, and have our being. I believe in God’s grace, in the abundant life of his presence, and the redemptive power of his love. I believe I continually stand in the sunshine of his presence. That his light shines on my soul from moment to moment.
What does this mean?
Oh Lord thou hast searched me and known me. Thou knowest my downsitting and uprising, thou knowest my thought afar off. Thou compassest my path and my lying down, and art acquainted with all my ways. For there is not a word in my tongue, but, lo, O Lord, thou knowest it altogether. Thou has beset me behind and before, and laid thine hand upon me. Such knowledge is too wonderful for me; it is high, I cannot attain unto it. Whither shall I go from thy spirit? Or whither shall I flee from thy presence? If I ascend up into heaven, thou art there: if I make my bed in hell, behold thou art there. If I take the wings of the morning, and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea, even there thy hand shall lead me, and thy right hand shall hold me. If I say surely the darkness shall cover me; even the night shall be light about me. Yea the darkness hideth not from thee; but the night shineth as the day: the darkness and the light are both alike to thee. For thou hast possessed my reins: thou hast covered me in my mother’s womb. I will praise thee, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made: marvelous are thy works, and that my soul knoweth right well. My substance was not hid from thee, when I was made in secret, and curiously wrought in the lowest parts of the earth. Thine eyes did see my substance, yet being unperfect; and in thy book all my members were written, which in continuance were fashioned, when as yet there were none of them. How precious also are thy thoughts unto me O God! How great is the sum of them. If I should count them, they are more than the number of the sand: when I awake, I am still with thee. (Ps 139, KJV)
I believe that grace is made possible through the death and resurrection of his son Jesus Christ.
That without the sacrifice of the Lamb of God who takes away the sins of the world, the justice and holiness of God would make it impossible for us to come into his presence. In fact the law requires that nearly everything be cleansed with blood, and without the shedding of blood is no forgiveness (He 9.22 NIV).
Before his crucifixion, only God’s High Priest could come into God’s presence in the Holy of Holies, and then only on the Day of Atonement, and only after he had been cleansed with blood.
Korah, who led a rebellion against Moses in the desert and was then swallowed up by it, said this to Moses and Aaron: “You take too much upon yourselves, for the entire congregation are all holy, and the Lord is in their midst. So why do raise yourselves above the Lord’s assembly?” (Nu 16.3)
Are we not like Korah when we presume we can come into God’s presence without the blood of the lamb, without putting on the righteous of Christ, thinking ourselves worthy because God ought to meet our own expectations of him? But if God encompasses space and time, then he is unimaginably old, unimaginably big, and unimaginably deep. How can we pretend to comprehend the mind of God?
But Christ, through his own blood entered once into the holy place, having obtained eternal redemption for us (He 9.12). But he was pierced for our transgressions, he was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was on him, and by his wounds we are healed (Is 53.5).
God had to satisfy his own justice in order to redeem us to himself. He could only do that by laying down his own life for our sins. Without this self sacrifice, I do not see how grace can obtain.
And that is why I believe in the virgin birth, Christ’s death and resurrection, and the trinity.
Paradox and mystery are at the heart of the godhead, of math, of science, and life itself. Math and science are to me, not a contradiction of my faith, but an amplification of it.
I stand in awe, and give God praise.